I've been pretty preoccupied with research lately. I've been trying to take some of the guesswork out of my upcoming appointment with that bankruptcy attorney. She's going to review some Miami Chapter 7 information with me. It was a big step for me to even get to the point of admitting something had to be done. I wish I could say financial matters were my sole concern, but that is the least of my concerns right now. I've been thinking about this for a long while and I think I made a mistake in letting my ex-girlfriend go. I was going through such a hard time and I wasn't thinking clearly. We both decided it was best to separate. It seems silly that we broke up over money. I didn't tell her anything that was going on with my whole bankruptcy situation and I was just very stressed about everything. I didn't know how to handle both things. I'll be able to explain it to her now. I think I was in denial before. I know she's not currently dating anyone. We really had a beautiful relationship and every day that she's away brings me more pain than I could've imagined. If I feel that way, I wonder how she feels! I still remember her face. She was so stunned. I miss her terribly!